[Nope, not a bit scary. Which is a good thing because there are concerns that have been weighing on her for a long time that she's kept entirely to herself. There's a slow nod from her while she considers her words carefully.]
Was he truly? I worry that I make him sad. I see it there sometimes when he thinks I'm not looking. I don't want to be a burden for him.
[It was hard enough knowing from a very young age that she brought Caius unending grief before he left.]
But even so... I would very much like to marry someday. I never thought to consider it a possibility before. Now I do.
You don't-- I know you don't. You really do make him happiest, and you're not a burden to him. When we saw one of you in Oerba the first time... hearing that it wasn't you he... well, he wasn't happy. It made him really upset. When I saw him when we were trapped in the Void Beyond, and how happy he was with you... I don't think he'd ever see you as a burden, Yeul.
[That was a lot more... somber than she intended. She grins some and tries to lighten the mood a little.]
I think if he was with me where I was dreaming in the Void Beyond, where other Yeuls were talking to me, he'd be a little jealous. I didn't tell him what I saw there, so he didn't know. I wonder if I met you there?
[And to address that she would like to marry:] Yeah, it's possible here... at least in a couple years for you. But I think you know how you feel about Noel, huh? Your cheeks get red when you think about him smiling, and how you hope he's always happy... right?
[Who's kidding who? Yeul's cheeks are already blazing bright red just having this conversation. Though admittedly, she's feeling a little bit jealous that he met some of the other Yeuls. An unpleasant feeling she wasn't expecting whatsoever. It's silly too. She's seen him with other Yeuls up and down the timeline and it never really hit as hard as it does now.]
Right. I want him to be happy always.
[Serah's right. Yeul already knows her heart, even if she's not quite sure how to put it to words yet.]
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Date: 2018-06-03 12:40 pm (UTC)Was he truly? I worry that I make him sad. I see it there sometimes when he thinks I'm not looking. I don't want to be a burden for him.
[It was hard enough knowing from a very young age that she brought Caius unending grief before he left.]
But even so... I would very much like to marry someday. I never thought to consider it a possibility before. Now I do.
[That would be a yes to it being Noel.]
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Date: 2018-06-06 05:48 am (UTC)[That was a lot more... somber than she intended. She grins some and tries to lighten the mood a little.]
I think if he was with me where I was dreaming in the Void Beyond, where other Yeuls were talking to me, he'd be a little jealous. I didn't tell him what I saw there, so he didn't know. I wonder if I met you there?
[And to address that she would like to marry:] Yeah, it's possible here... at least in a couple years for you. But I think you know how you feel about Noel, huh? Your cheeks get red when you think about him smiling, and how you hope he's always happy... right?
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Date: 2018-06-20 04:17 am (UTC)Right. I want him to be happy always.
[Serah's right. Yeul already knows her heart, even if she's not quite sure how to put it to words yet.]